10 minutes

Glory to God for all things!

All we are,

All we're not [yet]

All we have, what we dont

Because its not just about us..

It never was.

It's all about Him,

and will ever be like that.

Oh, Love, You've broken my fall,

And You've mended my brokeness.

You renewed,

And I long to give good fruit.

This first time is for You

This second try is for You as well.

I'll stand up if I fall,

Because I know that if i do fall again,

I have arms to fall into.

Grace, oh let me reach that remnant.

That precious remnant who will not bow down,

Who will not adore other than You God.

Not myself, not anything in this world,

Can compare to You.

Keep my focused oh Spirit of God,

I know you live in me, i am your temple

I know I dont belong to me,

I am to be used.

Reach out and show me the way,

Let me follow, I will follow

Just a day with You,

Just one day with You, my timing is not like Yours [fortunately]

God keep my feet on the solid ground,

On that rock upon which I know i am being edified.

Make me stand, make me speak, make me go.

I want to be made.

What else is there besides You oh, Jesus?

Who else can take Your place?

Who can reach out into that throne and touch Your robe?

Let me hear your voice and be filled with joy!

Let me recognize You're near.

In small and in big, You are there.

For You Dad.

For You.

a song whose lyrics hit me, yet i've never heard of before

"Rose Colored Stained Glass Windows"

Another sleepy Sunday, safe within the walls
Outside a dying world in desperation calls
But no-one hears the cries, or knows what they're about
The doors are locked within, or is it from, without...

[Chorus:]

Looking through rose colored stained glass windows
Never allowing the world to come in
Seeing no evil and feeling no pain
Making the light as it comes from within, so dim...

Out on the doorstep lay the masses in decay
Ignore them long enough, maybe they'll go away
When you think you have so much, you have so much to lose
You think you have no lack, but you're really destitute

[Chorus]

if anyone has this song pleasee please send!

Let me have it

Trying not to live in my flesh, but trying to live like You want me to.

Where does Joy come from? From heaven. What comes from above is not momentary, it has nothing from outside. But it also comes from inside of every single one of us. Just like faith. It comes from Him, but it is found inside of you. Faith does not rely on circumstances. Just like joy. Nothing from the outside can change or danger it. It’s unchangeable. If your joy comes from outside it’s not from above.

Trying to let go of all those things that happen in my life that don’t let me live spiritually.
Spiritual is the opposite of flesh. It has no flesh at all. It’s all in the Spirit. You’re not moved when you live by the Spirit- When every single part of our flesh is submitted to the Spirit, emotions and feelings and yearns can’t control your heart anymore.

I long for this.

I see people, so detached and disconnected from this world, I crave for that sometimes; too many a times.
But I can’t cut out all my feelings, I can’t unsensibilize myself, I wouldn’t be human anymore if I ever did. Sometimes I don’t want to get involved at all, with anything/body. But that would be giving up wouldn’t it? Giving up on people is not something Christ would do, where would we be then? I’m in it, but not of it. Therefore, I shouldn’t feel any loss when I miss out on things, or people of this world.

It takes courage to accept a bruise. As a cold slap that makes my face grow hotter and hotter with shame, I try and make things different this time.
Denial is always a cue shortcut to take. But I can’t tell you where it will lead you to through, And I wouldn’t like to check on that.

What I do know is that I’m not alone.
Things I never thought would happen did. I’m learning still.


Giving up is not in my to do’s quite yet. In His Name and through faith.

Abandon to sunrise glee

7-9 The revelation of GOD is whole
and pulls our lives together.
The signposts of GOD are clear
and point out the right road.
The life-maps of GOD are right,
showing the way to joy.
The directions of GOD are plain
and easy on the eyes.
GOD's reputation is twenty-four-carat gold,
with a lifetime guarantee.
The decisions of GOD are accurate
down to the nth degree.

10 God's Word is better than a diamond,
better than a diamond set between emeralds.
You'll like it better than strawberries in spring,
better than red, ripe strawberries.

11-14 There's more: God's Word warns us of danger
and directs us to hidden treasure.
Otherwise how will we find our way?
Or know when we play the fool?
Clean the slate, God, so we can start the day fresh!
Keep me from stupid sins,
from thinking I can take over your work;
Then I can start this day sun-washed,
scrubbed clean of the grime of sin.
These are the words in my mouth;
these are what I chew on and pray.
Accept them when I place them
on the morning altar,
O God, my Altar-Rock,
God, Priest-of-My-Altar.

It will come

I may know who you are but not know you
And i may know you and not know that it's actually you.
I know some day I'll see you with the eyes im opening
And i know that God already placed me in your heart, just like you're in mine

I'll be waiting until you get here, and i'll sing to you all the songs i havent sang to anyone else

And you'll hear all the things i've waited to tell you, and you'll know it was me
I'd love to have you here right now, but i know i need something else first
I need someone else first.

I want it to be more than just pretty pictures and memories

I want something that will not break with time, something that won't fall apart.

I want to believe in a trust that goes beyond what people see first
There is no other hand that I would rather hold.
I won't have to say all this to you, because you will already know it
And it is so worthy to wait for.

But as we wait we're holding on with all we have to the One who's good
And faithful enough to give us what we need in right time in the right place.

To everything -- a season, and a time to every delight under the heavens
Ecclesiastes 3:1

[titleless..]

It is when your under pressure that your real character comes out, just as it is.Here, you can't hide anything, you become an open book, even for others.God sees you just like you are, and just as you are He loves you. We are needy of Him.
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Let's not be afraid when our dark sides flourish to the top, we should be happy instead.Let's not hide and cover up exasperatedly our open wounds, because then they'll only rot.Let the healer heal, and let the needy receive.

For my Audience of One

There is too much going through my head right now. To be honest I thought this would be easier. I've been through msn spaces (three yrs ago) and myspace (1 yr till now); so you would probably guess... I've got some sort of "experience" with blogging and posting. Which I do, somehow...

But that doesnt count here. hehe
Most people know me as Yani... or Boo.. or Shoo... or one of the many nicknames that i have been adapting to my personality these past years... hehe. Call me as you wish! :)

I know I will never pull this off without Christ's help and guidance. I need of Him more and more each day that passes. Each moment im stil alive, i realize how weak and small i am. But at the same time it reminds me that my God is big and awesome. He goes way father beyond all my mistakes or fears. He has love for every single one here; and boy its awesome to rest in His arms.

With all that in mind, here it goes! my first blog.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.

Galatians 5:22-23 (New International Version)